We make choices every day of our lives, we say either, yes we chose to forgive, or no we do not chose to forgive. We try to complicate the choices, but God makes it simple for us to understand. Forgiveness is not an option according to God's word; Mark 11:24-26 Therefore I say unto you, what things soever ye desire, when you pray, believe that ye receive them, and ye shall have them. And when ye stand praying forgive, if ye have ought against any: that your Father also which is in heaven may forgive you your trespasses.
But if ye do not forgive, neither will your Father which is in heaven forgive you your trespasses.
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Please ask the Lord to search your heart, and help you overcome the spirit of unforgiveness.
Psalms 139:23-24 Search me, O God, and know my heart: try me, and know my thoughts: And see if there be any wicked way in me, and lead me in the way of everlasting.

Remember God loves you no matter what you have done, just seek Him and ask His help that you may forgiveness as He forgives us..
We here at seekingprayer.com are praying for you to overcome any thing that the devil tries to put upon you, in Jesus name. amen